A lot of things about us could be making it harder for people to relate to us or remain close. It could be the energy around you, it could also be a peculiar personality trait that rubs people the wrong way.
It’s a given - any normal and responsible human being takes hygiene very seriously. To most people, washing up is an important part of their daily routine. In fact, you could have very strict bath routines, and that’s perfectly fine.
Don’t take a lot of pride in being the “strong silent type.” This personality trait helps neither you or the people around you; it only suppresses issues you will eventually have to deal with at some point in future.
Then one day he decides to walk away from you. He didn’t appreciate how much you loved him, the sacrifices you made for the relationship, or even the fact that you hang in there while others cared less. Too him, you simply weren’t good enough.